MinaLaLa

Last night you gave me a star A resplendent little light You made it a surprise Hiding it behind your thumb all night So I wouldn't notice The new twinkle In our night's sky Till finally "Without further ado" You whispered to me As you showed me Our own little island In a sea of darkness and wonder. "Make a wish" you smiled bashfully "Its your star after all" And I wished I wished a million times On that tiny light That one day I might be able to give you All the stars in our sky.

For you I bathe in horribly wonderful decadence that envelops me crushing and choking me beneath my own ambiguity and inhibitions, I haven't the heart to hold to the utter selfishness which I've come to feel for you and it fears its own inability to encompass such disgusting purity. I want you more than I'm willing to understand and more than I'm willing to accept however it, you, still call to me with such horrifying allure that I can't help but approach the cliff which I'm sure will be my downfall however perhaps if I gained you in the fall I might not mind.

My glorious happy ever after, Just like you, is with someone else. We might have been quite content, So wrapped up in one another's love, In another life - instead the cards We were dealt were not red with passion. They were stony black and white, Dripped in scorpion's venom - at times My thoughts drift away like passing Clouds, only leaving behind the rain. Was it you or I who caused the Heavens To cast us down from our pedestals? Were we made in Lucifer's sly image, Destined to crash into hellish lava? These answers mean nothing to me No longer, however ghosts do have a Habit of popping up now and again. Isn't that fair to say?

A flicker of light Dances in the serene background, Illuminating the borderline Between high land and water. Seeing this natural experience Takes me back to a moment etched In perfect time; remember how we Taunted the sun by cutting cardboard Crescent shapes, sticking them up on A chalkboard that's seen better days? Now I have switched sides - I remember The flush of irritation when you Accused me of changing the tides. I never meant to, or did I?

I always fail in love; No matter the man I'm with, He will leave eventually. My heart rarely smiles Ripped apart like a curtain Of memories that Fades with morning light. And if I put my trust in you, Will I regret it, only time will know. Inside, I seethe In rage, crying. Why am I built To spend a Lonely eternity? I'm not sure what to believe; All these years exposed to lies, I am filled with bitterness. I am their puppet; Strings attached, They reduce me to worthlessness Incapable to thrive. Too scared to leap beyond the moon Where lovers reside in harmony. Inside, I seethe In rage, crying. Why am I built To spend a Lonely eternity?

The way your body crushes Against me so intimately - Chest to chest, groin to groin - Makes me feel so giddy; it's like I'm relearning how to breathe. It feels like I'm suffocating When at the same time I'm not; all These sensations, marvelous and Exciting, sends me into shock; I dance upon invisible electricity. This is my personal definition of The phrase passionate living. This is a mere tribute that greatly Celebrates the wonder of the cosmos. But most of all... This is my declaration, one that is Born from genuine heartfelt words. I owe it all to you, my other half.

Can you dig deep and Let go of the past? All you do is suffer, Underestimating all the Dazzling traits you possess. I know it's not easy taking Advice, but you're learning. Just imagine you're special And in time it will come true. Nobody's gonna hurt you, you Deserve love and affection. Open up your heart, show Courage in the face of danger; Soon you'll realise your strengths.

1. if someone invites you back to their place for coffee, and you only drink tea, don’t stress: you probably won’t actually be drinking coffee. 2. when the creepy guy from work asks you out again and you think about accepting for the first time because you’re sick of going home alone and you have never learned how to say no, don’t. learn. stand in front of the mirror until you love yourself enough for your skin to fit snug on your body. read about the hundreds of millions of planets out in the hundreds of millions of galaxies and feel so crowded that you’re about to burst all over again. 3. you’re gonna